I thought you were fuckin different. what the actual fuck was I thinking. I wasted my fuckin time on you and I did so much for you and this is how you fuckin repay me? You mother fucker. Damn
Enough of holding on. I know i’ll miss you but gon start to move on.
It was just never a place for me to be in.
— Ernest Hemingway
I thought I was being strong but inside, I was deeply hurting. Everything I saw reminded me of you. I miss you. But I know I should hold back for my own sake as well. I need to keep fighting. God, please help me.
All I ask is for you not to forget.
“Time will heal the wounds”. Bullshit quote ever. It will take time but only you, yourself will heal your wounds. You are your own problem but also the solution.
All I ask is to be different.
Tumblr officially became a place to vent and only vent.
I don’t even know where to start. I’m just filled with so many fuckin emotions that I can’t sleep. This is always going to happen. Once i’m happy for a while, something is going to fuck up my mood and distract me from more important things. Why does this keep on happening to me? I just don’t understand. I’m in the middle of two paths but I feel like i’m stuck right in the middle with no clue on which path to take. I struggle with this a little bit everyday but you’re so fuckin clueless. No matter how many times I tell you something, it goes right through your other ear and it doesn’t exist anymore. Yeah you say you get it and you understand but really, how much do you understand exactly? This is all new to you. When this happens, I can’t help but push you away and it breaks my heart every. single. fuckin. time. I’m on that verge of falling off the cliff and you won’t even be there to stop me.
